what hurt feels like.

for a moment

there

i thought

things were

better

or at least

less lonely

and now i

just contemplate

if i

did the right

thing

or at least

not wrong

there are hours

when i want

to take it all back

and then

i remember

what hurt

feels like

but i guess

it doesn't really

matter

since i chose

and you're

probably not reading

this anyway